Pete Davidson recently posted a heartbreaking message on social media where he expressed how devastated he felt. He confessed that he doesn't "want to be on this Earth anymore" on his Instagram. The message read- "I’m doing my best to stay here for you, but I actually don’t know how much longer I can last. All I’ve ever tried to do was help people. Just remember I told you so. He then said, “I really don’t want to be on this earth anymore." This seemingly suicidal message had already alarmed everyone even the New York Police department who confirmed that they had conducted a wellness check and made contact with Davidson. Pete Davidson's Suicidal Message 'I Don't Want to Be on This Earth Anymore' Alarmed New York Police Department.

However, according to Hollywoodlife.com's exclusive reports, Pete Davidson has "ordered his security to not let ex-fiancée Ariana Grande, 25, check in on him while filming Saturday Night Live, per TMZ." A close source to Pete EXCLUSIVELY told HollywoodLife that, "Pete didn’t want to see Ariana because he knew it was going to bring back so many emotions that he didn’t want to deal with."

A lot has happened after Ariana Grande broke up with Pete Davidson very soon after the two got engaged. Right from Pete speaking about his mental health to now his suicidal thoughts. Post-Breakup With Ariana Grande, Pete Davidson Talks About BPD, Online Trolls and His Mental Health in an Emotional Post.

According to exclusive reports by Hollywoodlife.com, Pete doesn't want to see Ariana not because he is angry or there is any hate but because he is not in a "good place emotionally." Recently, Pete had received some backlash by defending Kanye West online with regard to his Twitter drama with SNL star’s ex-fiancé, Ariana Grande. He supported Kynea by saying: "Bravo Kanye West for standing up for yourself and speaking out against mental health. I can’t explain to you how enough how difficult and scary it is, to be honest about stuff like this. We need people like Kanye. No one should ever point fingers at you for your bravery in speaking about mental health. I’m seriously disgusted."

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